You like me… you really like me!

So, I went into a bit of hibernation and, like the awakening season around me, I am slowly coming out of it. I need to catch up on most of blogs I follow, and am slowly marking a return to posting regularly. In coming out of hibernation, I vanity searched this blog title on Google, and boy howdy, people have been talking about it!

I’ve been awarded another blog award by Sonja over at The Mud and the Lotus. Thanks Sonja! Not like I’m only almost 2 months late realizing I’ve received this award or anything 🙂 Seriously though, thanks bunches. Award post to follow in a few days.

I’ve also been named one of the 101 Best ALI (Adoption, Loss, and Infertility) Blogs over at Grown in My Heart, an online adoption network. This blog is only one of 10 listed in the specific Infertility category- I’ve been named alongside some biggies like Melissa over at Stirrup Queens and Pamela at Silent Sorority. I’m totally flattered, honored, and humbled.

I was also inspired to write this post b/c I’ve been approached by a website called Wellsphere to become one of their Featured Health Bloggers. I’ve never heard of Wellsphere before, and I’m hesitant to do so without knowing much about them. Anyone out there work with them or signed up to be one of their featured bloggers?

I guess I’m just always surprised when people like a) my writing or b) anything I do (graphic design, vocal music, crafts, photography, etc.). I’ve never taken compliments well – I put my heart into stuff because I like to do it, not because I’m fishing for praise, so when I do, I always get real bashful, real fast. But I’ve had a lot of people tell me I apparently write quite well, and I’m left to wonder if I shouldn’t be working on something more formal, like a book, or a more dedicated website. I dunno. It’s tempting, to say the least.

So I’ll wrap this up by saying a huge thank you to my readers and followers – my blog’s popularity is only increased by your praise and spreading my name out there. I started this blog because I was simply overwhelmed with emotion: it began as a cathartic- if public yet anonymous- means of coping. I have remained anonymous mostly out of consideration for my husband; he’s got a pretty big online presence and I don’t want to compete, let alone have this somehow attached to his already established professional presence- and I’m totally okay with that. I continue to exist because I know that there are people who really do care about what I have to say, who are invested in the crazy ups and downs of our journey through infertility. And ultimately, I keep on writing because I hope I can help someone else out there, even just one person- to put the information out there that I wished was there when I entered the Land of IF just a year ago tomorrow.

Thanks readers, for giving me strength, hope, and the courage to keep on writing about what’s important.