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Yes, I’m still here

Nov. 5, 2009 by Keiko Zoll

I’ve just been trying to regain steam to post- I don’t want to let this journal fall to the wayside (like I’ve basically let my personal LJ just kind of putter around for the last 3 years). Anywho… here’s what’s new in life:

2 weeks ago: Japan was amazing. 2 weeks, 7 cities, 1,300 pictures.

Yesterday: b/w for thyroid panel.

Saturday: RESOLVE Bay State Chapter Conference . Actually really looking forward to it.

Monday: Appt w/Dr. G. to go over b/w results. Here’s hoping the 100mcg is doing it, but I’m not so sure with a week of jet lag and daylight savings time.

Tuesday: Appt w/Dr. S. to talk about all the crap that’s been rattling around in my head since we got back from Japan. Also, a good chance to process some of the things Larry and I will have encountered this weekend at the conference. I’m finding that therapy has been quite helpful… it’s nice to talk to a third party who understands, but isn’t my husband or someone connected to me. I’m still working up the nerve to write that letter to the child of my genes that I won’t have. I’ve got a good opener in my head, but not much else beyond that.

Ongoing: The unemployment checks have run out, but Larry just started his own business, so we’re navigating the land of the small business owner right now. Much of my time has been spent working on his website. I’ve always had a good eye for design – it’s just a challenge when I’m using 2 programs I’ve never worked with before and I’m basically teaching myself the platforms as I go along (iWeb and WordPress).

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