Pillowman was excellent last night. For a student production, that was one impressive performance, from acting to design- the set design really was brilliant. It was a nice distraction for a few hours, but when I got home, I started doing some last minute reading and research, filling in my husband along the way so he has some basis for understanding at 3pm today.
Whether it was asking the obvious “Well, can you just lower your FSH?” to getting into more detailed discussions on hormonal balances, Clomid, injectables, IVF protocol, etc.; it felt like I was studying for a final exam more than getting ready for a doctor’s appointment.
The migraine then, was a relief. I popped a few Advil and conked out much easier than if I didn’t have the migraine. In fact, I got one of the best night’s sleep in a while last night.
I have been trying not to think about it all morning, and so far, it’s worked. Busy day at work: interview, finishing a newsletter, working an open house, and I even get to leave an hour earlier today b/c I worked 10 hours on Wednesday. I am trying desperately to remain positive, despite knowing the potential outcome of today’s appt.
